or Gold Coast, either way.
i got my belly pierced today! :D need to wait until I’m 18 to get nose and lip though otherwise my parents are pulling them out >.<
just waiting for the day when you do as you say you will. you seriously don’t care about me and you make it so obvious. so please don’t bother pretending you care. go ahead and show how much more you care for the rest of your children. i will just continue to pretend it doesn’t affect me. the truth is though it hurts so much. every single time is like a stab in the heart. i can hear you saying ‘ha. you’re not good enough for me to love or care about so i won’t do anything for you’. and you wonder why i hate you most of the time. you honestly don’t know that you make me cry myself to sleep at night and kill me inside. but i won’t ever tell you. because you won’t care. and that’s what hurts so much. the fact that i care about you and you don’t care about me in return. you probably won’t even appreciate all the effort i will be making for your christmas present. so i don’t know why i will bother. but it’s because you mean so much to me. i just won’t say it until you start to show to me that i mean anything to you.